I Left Because Of This...

Halo.

Hmmm, following my passion.

Inside I know what I want, I can finally realize that. I know how beautiful you are. I know how much you make me smile, make me laugh, make me feel like I’m better than who I really am.

This is the call to yet another farewell, a call to another goodbye.

I won’t let this happen again. Not to let you leave, not to let you walk away.

If I had one chance to make something out of what is real….

This is not just my feeling, not just my passion, not just my instinct, not just my life… This is my…

Halo.

Wake Up.

Dear you,

I know how you feel. I’ve been through that many times myself. You just have to realize what you have. You may not see what I see, but I know deep down inside this is meant to be.

He is not just some normal guy for you, I can tell how special he is when you look at him, hug him, kiss in and let him know he is forever in your arms.

Trust is what you can do. I know how much he would never hurt you, he loves you as much as you can think. You are all he talks about, all he can begin to think. Just follow through what is right in your heart, see eye to eye and remember one thing…

What’s real isn’t fake.

And this is real.

Night.

Sitting in my empty space. Reliving what is no longer real.

I sit and think about all the memories we had, all the times we shared that actually meant something, yet I’m the one who is left with a shadow.

You move on to find what I can’t, you sit without a worry in your mind. You can only take this so far, you can only realize what is left behind. Me.

Shameful doubts still run through my mind but faith tells me there is something more.

Remembering that one night, the night I know inside made me happy. I just didn’t show it. That turned out to be the biggest mistake I could make.

I’ve fallen, I’ve become something I’m not, yet it feels right. I wish I could redo it all. Take this chance and make something. I feel it may be too late.

Sleep, I was there to tuck you in, I was there to show you love and I was there to only say…..

Goodnight.

Have Thoughts.

Everyday I stand alone. Think of you. Memories that haunt me forever are just the cover up to how you really care.

Unmask how you truly feel. Let faith guide you in the right direction.

I have have the shameful doubt about us.

I would take the road less traveled on only to carry the weight of my love on my shoulders. It’s just hard to walk when there is no end, no way out, faceless in the dark.

So let me be, let me show you how I can really feel.

Just to say the least.

I do love you.

Truth Of Nothing

In this imperfect world everybody may seem so happy.

You know deep down inside you can’t stand to be here, so many problems you have to go through.

If you feel like giving up, give yourself a second chance to prove you can live they way you want and you can take care of yourself, handle the oncoming “traffic” in your direction.

You don’t have to surrender to anything, prove that you are, who you say you can be and show the world the truth.

Be Free.

Be Noticed.

Be You.

Hate

In my eyes you are the worst person ever.

I can’t take the crap you put on me and all the weight on my shoulders.

I can’t hide from this. There is no escape from this pain.

There is no reason for this to happen, I’ve showed you all I can.

I’ve been there for you every step I could be.

I protected you from what you once wished would be.

But I still love you.

What Is Real?

To feel how I feel, it takes a man to know it..But to love like I love, you will never know.

I feel sorry for those who don’t really know what love is, but I envy them for not following down the path of pain.

But this is an imperfect world and it’s all we got.

Dream On

To me, all of the..mental states of my mind just seem to overcome the actually memories I can conceive day to day.

It’s the bland opportunity that strives me to continue on throughout this..simple yet cryptic process you could call “our lives.”

In the extensive time I can say that no longer exists, I have become stronger.

The insignificant power that overwhelms me consists in the lack of trust.

This feeling in doubt, it smothers me into a deep state of mind that lets this wild pleague run around into it’s own abyss up until the moment in time I decide to “Set Free” my problems.

Never to reminisce about the old “figures” of your self being lonely.

To chose what happens in the next amount of time we have to live is up to you, but whether you decide your best option could be the greatest thing or biggest mistake of your life.

But in this world I promise there is not room or insecurity, treating you the best way I can, I will live on to be the one you want in the end.

Set Me Free

Is this all just a dream? When this becomes reality I will never see that day again.

A once in a lifetime chance to be the perfect person. Of course nothing is ever perfect but in my eyes, this can be.

To be the one you love, to be the one you follow in the trial of freedom and care.

I can only light up these moments on the day, the day of Indipendence.

Make History? Make Moments? Make A Chance?

I hope, I pray, I believe most of all, I can help it all become better.

The Moments We Never Seen.

They way you make me feel, the way you make me smile. You don’t even understand what you do to me.

You are different and that is your best quality. If I could just tell you how beautiful you are, how amazing you seem to me.

The feelings we once felt never came to my mind as truth. It didn’t seem right, like it was actually happening…

But now I realize what I missed out on, how much I failed to be the one that could have had you.

I’m sorry for everything, the greatest moments in life are with you and it’s the last thing I would ever want to lose. You are special to me, no matter what.

I’ll always see you as you are, nothing more or nothing less. It’s just the way it has to be and i’m fine with that…but if you had a choice….

I’m sorry.