What Have I Become?
Who am I?
I wish I knew. I don’t. I have no idea.
My old ways were as some may say, peaceful, enjoyable, maybe perfect…I don’t think so. I’m nothing as I used to be.
Where did I go wrong?
Where did I face the problem that I took the wrong way?
I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know where I belong, I don’t know where to turn.
Can you help me? Can you save me?
I have hate in my heart. I have hate in my eyes…in my mind.
I have no room for love, I have no room for passion. I don’t want it to be this way, but how am I supposed to stop it? How am I supposed to change who I am?
I don’t need your sympathy, I don’t need your words.
I just need help. I need you to show me.
Wipe away the tears of love. Wipe away the tears of pleasure.
There is nothing in my heart. I’m not here for you. I’m not going to be either.
I’m not here to save you.
This pain you will never know.
I’m tired of this game. I’m tired of your bullshit lies.
It’s my time now and believe me, it’s over.
There is no more playing, no more believing, no more you.
I don’t need it. I’ve came home. I’ve realized…
This is my life, why not live it.
