Unspoken Memories

Ah, how much my heart aches for you. How much pain I endure just to be by your side. You seem to never know, to never realize.

I’m afraid to sleep. I’m afraid to dream. I’m afraid of tomorrow.

We don’t know what it will be, how it will turn out.

I’m so lost. So lonely. So cold.

Should I keep rising? Should I fall?

Only you can hold me up. Only you can bring me down. You complete me, you make me feel so alive, so great..but your farewell has knocked me down.

These days of depression. These days of sadness.

You took my heart, held it high..and dropped it.

To say goodnight. To say goodbye..only tears me apart.

Tomorrow may be a new day, but it could also be a new end for me. Without you I am lost, without you I am broken, fallen, torn…

Can you ever help me? Can you ever see?

Please, bring me home.

I put on my fake smiles, my fake laughs.

I can’t live. I can’t breathe. I can’t love.

Because of you….

I’m alone.

I’ve always loved you. I’ve always look at you like I would never dream of.

You were my whole. Now, I am left with nothing.

These tears, falling down my face..

Show my signs of weakness, lack of will, lack of strength.

I need to carry on…

But without you, I have no hope.