Beautiful Disaster

Can we withstand this anymore? Can we make this one sacrifice?

I dream of you. I whisper your name. I see in your eyes.

I’m so far away and I don’t think I will ever be close.

Pull me under, please. Bring up again. Show me what it’s like to be loved. Will I ever know of you? Sometimes I wonder, but sometimes I know you are here. I’m begging you, come to me.

You are my whole, my world…

Take my hand. Take this walk. Listen to my words. Feel my love.

You are the only person I think about daily, more than ever. It consumes me, breaks me down knowing you are not here and makes me smile knowing you could be.

This is a riot in my head. A war of feelings going on inside my heart.

Can you feel it?

I don’t care about time, I dont’ care about tomorrow. All I care about is you being here with me now, holding me as I tell you how much I care.

There is no difference in pain and suffering.
There is no difference in hate and anger.

Just like there is no difference in how much I want you and how much I need you.

Please, just come to me. I’m tired of waiting, this is the most important thing missing in my life. I can’t survive without you.

I’m lost.

Let’s go far away, together. Escape the world, just me and you.

It’s all I ask for.

Too much?