This Fight
I’ve never felt this way before. I’ve never seen what I see now.
It’s my life and I can’t take it back, but I can make something new. All I need is is for you to say you can, you will, you want this too.
I’m still waiting for your call. It never comes..still staring at your picture.
I lay awake, nothing on my mind but full of thoughts. I can only dream of you, see you in another world than the one we have now. I want this more than anybody can know, more than anybody can say.
This 2nd world. It’s indescribable. There is nothing more than we could ever imagine. Nothing more than what we need.
You are still not here.
You still don’t tell me what I want to hear.
Listen to me. I need you. I need love. I need to be happy. I deserve it.
You are only wasted away, soiled into the seas wondering if your into this as much as I am. I hope you are.
I am different. I can prove that. I know I can. There is nothing more I want than to do that.
I know who I am and I want to show you the real me, not what you see on the outside, but what belongs in your heart, in your eyes, in your head.
Please, just allow me to show you.
It’s all I ask for, just that one chance.
To Say…
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I never said goodbye. I want this misery to be over.
I can’t ask you these things. I don’t have the nerve, I don’t have the power.
Don’t walk away.
Let’s make this worth the wait.
I will bring you pleasure, I will bring you what you always needed…what we all need.
Feel my empathy.
Feel my heartbeat…
It’s all for you.
