Sorrow
I fell so hard.
Let’s look back on this. When I first seen you, I thought you were beyond amazing..I knew I had to have you. There was not a doubt in my mind that I was going to fall in love with you.
I gave you everything I possibly could. I let you into my heart, let you lead the way. Even gave you control. Just to show you how much you meant to me.
Everything was fine, until the your past came back to haunt our love.
I begged you not to leave, even when I was the one to walk away..but it’s funny how much things can change that quickly.
Now our time is over. I have changed who I am completely. I have left for good, still you find a way to come crawling back.. It’s crazy, really. How much you thought I would miss you, when it turns out how much you missed me.
Ha.
You thought you could be beat me, but in the end you found out what I am really made of..didn’t you?
Thought so.
I’ll never be who I was, don’t come back.
I’ll never love you again, shed your tears.
I shut you away, still you want to break through my walls..well it’s not happening sweetheart.
I’m in control now.
Welcome to the game.
